Bonjour, it’s Mae! I have a few things I need to talk about. As most of you probably know I played Fantage. I started this blog back in June of 2015 because it’s my dream to be a writer, pepperoni is my favorite food, and Fantage was my favorite site still is despite everything that everyone has gone through. It seemed like the perfect thing to do. Fantage was all about talent and skills. Like Jimmyfantage and his Fantage legacy members said Fantage was a legacy. It was full of amazing editors, animators, video makers, bloggers, even most of the famous people were amazingMost of the people we hung out with were Fantage social media influencers. One of my friends who used to hate being filmed became interested in making videos. He asked many of his friends to be in the videos. When Youtube removed his recorder he was confused on how to make videos with us. The way we all chose to record made people suspicious of us. It is pretty funny to be honest.
Why am I bringing it up again? Someone we both considered a friend when we were blogging together recently made a mean comment to him on his reddit post in February. As he pointed out it’s a public website. ANYONE can go on it. You can’t kick someone from a public website. This has happened many times. I am tired of having people being our friends and then betraying us. Yes, betraying us. Drama especially this stupid rumor has ruined many special days for me. One year it even ruined my birthday. Yes, my birthday. How would you feel if you found out that wonderful best friend you’ve been talking to is undercover and trying to expose your other friends because they truly hate you? Especially around your birthday. And yes that person was a blogger too. I had my suspicions and warned my other friends but it’s their choice. I can’t and I won’t make people choose not to be friends with people. I don’t hate you I just won’t try to communicate with you anymore especially if you tell my friends to “f off” or make fun of my learning disability. I am also getting pretty tired about being ghosted. All I want is a friend and practically everyone I go to ghosts me. I know I suck at being social but please I tell everyone if I’m bothering you please tell me I’ll get offended for like two seconds and be over it.
Like I have said before I’ve had experiences with toxic friends in real life. I have actually seen those toxic friends recently. I had no clue who they even were lol. That’s the result of being a toxic friend! You remember them for life and they consider you a stranger. I’m not going to name names for their privacy but I just want to advise you if you don’t want other people to see what you’re saying or to be “exposed” maybe you shouldn’t be on public websites?
The latest reasons why we’re the same person to this person who felt the need to comment on his post “not you again” four years later after the game closed is because we are the same age and we have been baes for over four years. LOL We haven’t been baes for over four years. Every couple has their own problems. We just don’t announce our breakups for the “drama clout”. I don’t know we were are exactly but I still like him a lot and he likes me. All my friends on Fantage have been special to me which is why it hurts so bad when a person who we thought was a friend shows their true colors.
For the last time on this blog:
I am a Cancer. My birthday is July 22. I am 21 and a half. My friend is an Aries. His birthday is April 14. He is 22. We are NOT the same age.
We are alike because we are friends. LOL We are also NOT alike and we are friends. I am obsessed with peanut butter and he’s allergic. He likes candy canes and potatoes. I don’t like potatoes that much. He likes to make videos I like to write. My favorite color is red. His is gray. Get the picture?
Here is a cute picture of some of us at my grandma’s house. I am sorry in advance because I am pretty self conscious so here you go. I AM A FREAKING GIRL! If you aren’t that’s okay too. That’s just my pronouns.
I still miss my grandma very much.
Anyway it’s pretty funny that this rumor still affects people four years later. Before you say you’re the one who’s trying to get it to reopen that’s different. I’m trying to get it to reopen because situations like these from this game has been life changing for me. I would never have stood up for myself against the mean dog breeder if I didn’t have this experiences from Fantage. Everyone says how they loved their friends on Fantage because it was hard for them in real life which is true for me too despite the ones who we have found who aren’t that nice. I have this urge to go find my grade school classmates where I was not an outcast exactly I think people just found me confusing. I was just as confused! This is also the person who most likely watched a few seconds of this persons videos and thinks they know everything about them. News flash: You don’t. This person just commented that because our friendship has affected their life so much they want to hurt the people involved.
On a much lighter note I am going to be an aunt again! I kind of knew ahead of time there was something but didn’t know exactly what it was. I was very excited on Father’s Day to finally hear what the news was. I also have a great bunch of Ebooks to read so I better go get busy on that!