This is not my usual kind of post.
I have had a Fantage secret for a long time. Some of you have guessed it and I have denied it. Before I tell you why I did I will tell you a little bit of a background story which I think led up to me doing it.
As most of you know I come from Girlsgogames. I had a few friends there but when another member started gaining popularity they ended up deleting me or ignoring me. That led me to believe she had something against me because all my friends would leave me and delete me. I was also having some friend troubles in real life and was online hoping to find some real friends which I did eventually on there when I moved to the UK version of GGG.
I’m going to slowly lead up to revealing my secret so it won’t seem as shocking when I tell you what it is if you didn’t know already. I am not calling myself a Fantage celebrity or anything but I am using three of them as an example. If you don’t recall Civic_princess was a high-leveled player who was a player named red_ninja’s boyfriend. A lot of people thought they were the same person. Nickwall and An_molly were another pair of baes that got accused of being the same person. The difference is that they never addressed it or admitted it. So here I go better late than never…..
I did make up some of my friends on Fantage. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t admit it. Another reason why I didn’t admit it was simply I have OCD. You might be thinking what does a cleaning obsession disorder have to do with what you did? It’s not just a cleaning obsession disorder. Imagine hearing your worst fears in your head telling you “You have to do this certain thing or else this bad fear will happen.
A normal fear especially now when we have COVID let’s say your fear is getting COVID. OCD says flick this switch on and off five or six times or else you’ll get COVID. Naturally a human’s response is to avoid facing their fear and doing whatever it tells you to. I’m not telling you this as an excuse. This is the truth. I understand if it will be hard for some of you to believe me now but I am a new age and starting over. I spent my break thinking about this and decided it was the right choice. I am 22 now and I should have done better as a young adult. But I am still learning things as a young adult. This is one of the things I have learned as a young adult. I am also slowly learning how to get myself healthy again. Some of my friends on Fantage were real though not all of them. I understand if some of you leave because I made a mistake and I won’t do it again.
Another reason why I denied it is because I didn’t think I was catfishing. I was just making different characters. I am a writer. I like to make stories. That’s what I did. I do realize why people thought it was catfishing so I’m sorry if I tricked any of you. That’s another reason why I denied it. I was playing the character. Just please think of my accounts as unofficial Fantage characters. We all knew Fantage HQ was Michelle, Molly, Michael, Agent Scarlet, Dr. Finkelstein etc on Twitter if you asked them if they were Fantage HQ what do you think their answer would have been? Most likely no. I hope some of you can accept my apology and forgive me especially if there was a big fight I hope the ones I mean the most will read this post or if you know who I mean show it to them please it was not my intention to fool anyone or hurt anyone’s feelings. I will be starting over by another username if Fantage ever reopens. In the meantime I really did like making videos for everyone as my characters. Here’s a survey for you to answer whether or not you would still like videos from them?
Here’s another survey:
aIn the description of each video of these characters will be a little bit about them. I don’t think I have to add the public accounts in these. Public accounts are pretty obvious. I hope I’m not alone in this which I don’t think I am. I hope you guys are glad I had the guts to admit it late but better a little bit late than never.
Here’s the petition if some of you still want to help:
I hope some of you can put your anger aside and just let our common love of Fantage bury the hatchet. Once again I’m truly sorry.
I am going to be on another site like Fantage for a while. I also just want to say that we were both in the wrong. Some of you went to doing illegal things to prove that I was the accounts. I want to praise you you guys are really smart but I just want to teach you these things. If I was doing an illegal thing I don’t want you to do the same thing. I didn’t feel I was so I think that was just a misunderstanding. Catfishing is illegal where I live another reason I denied being those accounts I don’t know about other states but so is hacking and trying to find someone’s IP address. I knew your address because my comments were on my posts and when people comment on here there is a way to see the person’s IP address. Keep yourself safe and watch what and where you comment! The comments here are temporarily off as people deal with this new information or maybe not new information.
Hope you can forgive me.
I’m really really really sorry.